Hi friends
Its been 5 months for me in Bangalore. It’s been quite a journey. The hardest were the first two months when it was like leaving my second home Goa to come in the strange mundane land of Bangalore. The stay in Bangalore in these months has been blurring. I have never been outside my home.....away from my parents and Goa was my home outside home. It was not easy for me for the first six months in Goa as these were time when I really really and badly missed my home... My mum and my room. But sooner or later I had learned to build my own dream castle here in Goa. The person I loved most talking to Ashish Sarda was the unique character in my life. I sometimes did not like to be with him but somehow I always wanted him around me when I was down. I did looked upto him when I was down. He really helped me come out of some of my lowest point. I am able to share anything with him. Its like he is always there good times as well as mostly in the bad times when I do not know what to do and where to go. No wonder he pulled me out of the two months here in Bangalore. He would know the exact occasion when I am about to cry or when I had called him after crying. He was there when I was too happy and wanted to share any good news and he was also there when I had the worst news of my life. It did not ever felt judgmental or ever had a second thought about talking to him about anything. Its just that he makes you comfortable about yourself. And he has an opinion about everything in this worldJ
I can never say what those moments worth to me.............
Its time captured in immorality preserved like the precious October azure ....a retreat from the mundane world.............
....................like the soft music of silence
the compassion of being....................
